Day 154: Embracing Serenity

Today, I find myself wrestling with uncertainty—not about the immediate future, but the broader scope of things beyond my control. As I reflect, my thoughts often drift to past mistakes. Yet, these are the very experiences molding me into who I am becoming. It’s a day for recognizing that while I can’t alter the past or secure every desire for the future, I can learn to be at peace with who I am and love myself in ways I never have before.

Creating art, writing, and spreading awareness help silence these wandering thoughts. They anchor me to the present, where I find purpose. Yet, the thought of possibly never having a family lingers unshakably. Perhaps this is why it’s so hard to let go of Hope—she symbolizes what might have been. Recognizing that addiction has influenced my past relationships is tough, but these are the realities I live with now.

As I navigate these feelings, I draw strength from knowing that growth often requires embracing the discomfort of the unknown.

Day 154

One Step. One Punch. One Round. 🌹

– Your Fellow Traveler